the start of my first ever entry in the blog!! hurray!!!
i'm still kind of unsure if i should call this a journal entry cuz this is posted in a blog.... so it's technically a blog entry and not a journal entry. but labelling this as part of the journal sounds better than putting it under the general blog entries, since i think most of the time i'll end up writing shorter entries and i want to organize them in a different section. also it's because my writing is a mess and i end up not making sense most of the time, and i want a section where i just say whatever i feel at the moment!
so what have i been doing this summer? just been working on this website, discovering neocities was life changing for me and i was so excited! that's it and nothing else.
my spring semester sucked the life out of me, so i didn't really want to do anything. half of my classes were by people that shouldn't be teachers... i thought i was gonna fail but i somehow made it! now classes are approaching again and i am kinda scared because of that experience. i feel like i'm always falling behind even though i'm keeping up with everything so i'm gonna prepare before classes start.
oh and i watched the entirety of stranger things right after its season four finale ended. i did not expect this of me at all. i was at a family gathering and one of the finale episodes of season four was on the tv and i felt curious about it? because i thought it was about kids having some supernatural adventure or something and not about whatever horror monster i saw when i glanced the screen. i really like some of the soundtrack; turns out i used one of them for an edit i made a year ago. i do feel iffy about many aspects of the show and i'm not at all surprised about that. i skipped many parts when i watched.
i also bought myself a bnha todoroki 'blep' pin about a month and a half ago! i saw a post from the artist that they have it in stock, and i just went and ordered it right away with the little amount of money i have haha. i remember seeing their post of it years ago and it was memorable to me. it's not with me right now but when it is i'll show it in one of my next entries :D
hmmm and what has happened lately? nothing really and again just been working on this site. i read the latest manga chapter of noragami recently and with the neverending pain in this series for the past five years, i was expectedly not phased but also *head in hands* felt the usual hurt and emptiness. seeing father all of a sudden starts holding and comforting yato was REALLY upsetting. it's been a long time since i saw yato terrified of his father, and it was such an ugly moment i just wanted to punch father's punchable face. and about hiyori i really don't like to think about her death, but it doesn't look like her cord was cut off completely...? it is really bad for her now though, she's so tired and has been hanging on a thread but she wanted to help nora, and i agree but not like this when she's at risk of dying qq. i can't really predict what will happen in the next update but i'm pretty nervous about it because yato and hiyori are in a worst place than before...
anyhow, i hope to see adachitoka's post of this year's drawing of yato for his birthday. if there won't be one i'll be kinda sad especially after reading the new chapter, but just thinking about yato already makes me happy as it is (not about his current state tho hnnnnghghg lemme hug him)